dilemma

i have noticed that i have put my self out in the world and now i think i have too much to handle on my plate. i have not been following my heart, but it seems like i keep on trying to fill that void in it. i flirt way too much and that has bitten me in the ass because i think i have attracted too many people but none of them i am really can see my self in a relationship with. i guess there is one but whats the point of that one because i dont really have a chance with her. and knowing my luck, her heart has probably fallen for someone else. and since i started this blog spot, u are invited to follow me in my journey that i call life