Monday, February 23, 2009

feels good to be right

i recall a "friend" or "ex-friend" crying on the floor in a public area saying he wishing things could be the same or id give up her just to be friends again. i recall the person telling me to my face before the crying ordeal that he would drop the girl so that we could hopefully be friends again. i recall this person this person that he made mistakes and would never make these same mistakes again because he knew it was wrong. what to my surprise, he tells me that they were making out or kissing, i dont remember, and in his head he said that he knew it was wrong, and that he should be doing this because it would fuck up our friendship or what was left of it even more. after him telling me that i told him im going back inside cuz im tired of it, and this revolving door, and thats when he falls to the ground crying infront of my other friend. the girl tells me that he deleted her off facebook, that he said he aint talking to her anymore and not to say hi or sumthing of that nature, basically cutting her off completely. and the girl tells me that she isnt going to talk him back cuz shes so hurt about what he said. i told her that it wasnt going to last that long, and they would start talking again because this whole thing has been a giant circle. and what do u know?! i was right. it feels oh so good to be right. they are dead to me now, they are bull shit. and my new quote that i made up is...

"if there is bull shit in your life and its in the way, its only bull shit, walk over it or around it and keep going on with your life =]"


i dont need these people in my life, because all they did was bring me heart break, stress, anger, and oh so much more. i dont deserve this shit right now in my life, cuz i have more than enough going on. so fuck u noel and fuck u angela. and hello future roads ahead =]



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