girls, dating, friend. rant

i just realized that i should just get over this girl, who is my friend, because why risk a friendship. plus she is talking to sumone. i guess its better to save a friendship. i have been talking to a friend and she said that i should just not date or even talk to gurls because i guess they are what i feel like is missing in my life. im tired of dating. i want to be with a girl who will stay. the kinda girl i can take home to mom and dad and have them say, wow she is cool and nice. i want to have that girl i can fart around and we can just joke around. i know that everyone is looking for the same girl that im looking for but i want her 1st and soon. how confusing. haha. that is my rant for today