Its a new year

so this is a new year for me. you know what that means? a new person for skool but the same person in the past. i have not dumbed down or lowered my self but i have grown. money is tight for me because this year i payed a grand and a half for skool because i did bad last year. i am ready to take down my classes. i am going to try to get as much distractions away from me and do well. i am going to surround my self with motivated people and get out of this skool. family is still the same, i watched my lola and mom bicker over sumthing dumb and it was funny cuz it was my moms fault. i have new poems but i have yet to work on them to the point that they are ready for posting. i will update more when my class is done.   

girls, dating, friend. rant

i just realized that i should just get over this girl, who is my friend, because why risk a friendship. plus she is talking to sumone. i guess its better to save a friendship. i have been talking to a friend and she said that i should just not date or even talk to gurls because i guess they are what i feel like is missing in my life. im tired of dating. i want to be with a girl who will stay. the kinda girl i can take home to mom and dad and have them say, wow she is cool and nice. i want to have that girl i can fart around and we can just joke around. i know that everyone is looking for the same girl that im looking for but i want her 1st and soon. how confusing. haha. that is my rant for today

i am...this will be an on going poem/spoken word

i am a bread addict 

i laugh at stupid static

i am chemically reactive

music and writing is a passion

free-styling and spoken word

i am an undercover nerd 

the lover of nouns and verbs

i am a coffee connoisseur 

im a music junkie

a penny named lucky

i love clothes that look spunky

pretty smart, not a dummy

im loves number one fan

never afraid to take a stand

self conscious about my nails and hands

in my mind plays music videos of rap and bands

i was making toast and i was inspired but i just finished my toast so...

 and i dont think this will ever end because i learn about my self more nd more ever day