help

i think im going to end up getting help again. my mental health isnt looking good at all. did an evaluation and it came to what i feared most. it says i may have extreme depression and anxiety. so my friend is going to go with me to the shrink so i can get help again. man back to the shrink. i dont think being at home helps very much either. i feel like im a disappointment, a failure, just a shitty person in general when it comes to school and life. but outside of school and my house, i feel like i can do anything because the only person i can disappoint is my self and i dont mind that at all. i think i need a vacation, or to win the lottery. ta-ta for now. i just hope i can get better and become my self again