“Cause in the end
The ash falls off the cigarettes
The sun still sets
And I hope you know
That I’ll still love you in the morning
When it rises”

—	Jesse Barrera

the days roll by and im stuck in this routine
i am in dire need for a new scene
a different atmosphere
a new sound in my ear
i want to break this chain
i dont want to live like this where everything is the same
im ready to wake up to a different day

it kind of sucks when you realize that you are always placed in the friend zone. nothing seems to change i guess. another thing is when a friend says nice guys finish last, and again you realize that its you, the nice guy who is finishing last. when will things change? change would be nice from this routine of mine.

am i really that nice of a guy that i get placed in the friend zone? am i so nice that i have to finish last? change isn't too much to ask for.

opportunities have been lost in my eyes. chances were never given. not even a date. i think if i was given a chance, who ever that person is would have a wonderful time with me. smiles on their face, comfort in their heart, security on their body, and relief in their mind. but do i really have a say in this? yes i do because everyone i've dated hasn't complained, only agreement on what i have stated.

the songs

i was surfing around the facebook site and came across a couple singing together. it made me feel jealous. i was jealous because i want what they have. i want to sing together with my girl (where ever she is). and the songs ive been listening to have been making me like singing

poem/song/rap coming soon