while being productive in class, i came across a girls update, it was a girl that i liked for a year or 2 and memories about when i tried to holler.

it really sucks when you know something could have been really good, a wonderful relationship, an understanding relationship, a trusting relationship, a relationship that was worth trying...but what keeps me from that? age. wow. just because i am younger than her by 2 years. being younger makes her feel weird, odd, out of the norm. she knows i can treat her right, she knows i was there when ever she was feeling down, we both have a lot in common, but AGE is the factor that holds me and her back from something that could be good.

so is age really that big of a factor, when the years are only 2-3? is age really worth not giving a chance to someone? its funny because you know we both have so much in common. but what holds YOU back, is the fact that i am 2-3 years younger.

but what can i do but move on because i am tired of not getting a chance, when i give chances to others

karma whats up with that?

so i am sitting in my communication class. this class really gets me thinking about relationships, and dating. there has been so many aspects of my life and personality that has changed, but one thing that hasnt changed is my courtesy. is opening doors really that surprising? oh well. thats how i am

dates? non-existent. like i said i am not going to go out and chase someone down anymore, i am going to sit back and see if i catch anyones eye, and then i am pretty sure i am going to give it a shot.

only one person has done my application that i made, she passed, but then left. anyone else out there going to give it a shot?

The List-Give it a try?

i havent posted in a while

i just notived that i havent posted anything for uch a long time. i have been so busy with school work and life. so what to write?

spring break was nice. i went to the beach which was hella fun. hung out with my new friend Sporty and had a bonfire with the guys and a few girls. you can say it ended with a good feeling...yea a quicky...something that is way too hard for me to do haha

the biggest event was going clubbing with Puffy. lets just say, got way too drunk and puked and i dont remember what else happened. i guess i got into a fight with a door. and my friend had my keys, i was in mira mesa, and she lives in rancho san diego

well i got to get back to class. love ya for the peope are reading this